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Celebrate the differences and diversity Garden of Eden-Lets the serpent bite us The allies I always think its beyond bonkers not to believe in god. As I mentioned before , as a man of god I attributed and dedicated everything to the one , the true ultimate god. I always a believer in god, was a Muslim for 40 years, Allah was the almighty. I made a promise or rather sworn to myself that no matter what happened I will forever be muslim. Born and die as one. What if I was

A bean for every bite. Versatile, cheap and delicious! Some pandan leaves and palm sugar will elevate this fav childhood porridge another notch. Add durian or sago for extra bonanza . Dont forget a dollop of glutinous rice on the side! Truly bonanza.

I ❤️ sardines Today I saw sardines as am walking to the gym. It’s slightly wet Friday morning with some drizzles. My OOTD include, fav green short short and sunglasses both from H&M , white cropped T shirt with slight coffee stain and a red hot Zara ‘ jacket to complete the look. With sunglasses on, in my head I was fab. The sardines were jammed inside the morning LUAS. Some leaning on the glass doors looking outside. Looking at me. All in mostly black or dark blue jac

A month has passed since my solitude, self rehab and venture into personal growth started, Here are some small wins but meaningful achievements to date to keep the momentum going. There’s no glitters and fireworks but a lots to be thankful for. The efforts made are paying off nicely. Am home. -Am closer than ever to god and thats everything , the reason the motivation and I forever grateful. -Never was I abandoned , despite my shadows my many wrongdoings and I have been

Dried Chilli Fried Rice Cendul dessert

Yayoi Kusama The director of Oxford'Future Human Institute( FHI), also a leading physicist and philosopher Nick Bolstrom wrote a thesis in 2001 entitled" Are You Living In Computer Stimulation?" Here he proposed 3 hypothesis: Humankind likely to go extinct before reaching post human stage. Any post human civilisation is extremely unlikely to run significant numbers of their evolutionary stimulations. We are likely living in computer stimulation. Am taking sometime to di

Achtung achtung!! I would like to report another strange phenomenon, a glitch in the matrix. This is repeat of same event happened in less than 2 weeks. Ellon Musk is that you ? A strong hot German polizei please answer the phone Achtunggg!!! Here the mystery unfolds This one was taken on the 31/05 - I was doing squat at Flyefit . There is little either sick or old pigeon in the corner alone. I wished I could have done more but that’s nature. The following week on the 09/06,

In urban area we are very likely to see pigeons, seagulls and crows/ravens. They are in abundance ,very adaptive and thriving absolutely well. Thats alone command admiration and respect. Some people called them pest but they are my saviours in getting through my thick and thin. They are my therapist, my gurus and my family who taught me more than any man could. I also enjoyed watching the ducks, the magpies, the lone gargantuan heron and swans here in Dublin. There is also

Before I came to Dublin in 2005, I did 2 years International Baccalaureate (IB) programme. It’s the equivalent to A level. One of the compulsory subject dreaded by many was theory of knowledge(TOK). At that time, fresh from high school , we were far from thinkers. With our excellent achievement at the national exam, SPM and now with provisional scholarship to study abroad, for many of us IB was the chill honeymoon time. Theory of Knowledge subject itself was heavy, borin

The dark clouds The rainbow The moon Nature symphony. The sound of clear turquoise stream passing through shallow rocky river. The happy birds singing birdsongs Magic. Years ago i was crazy over circuit music and always had the music on the blast non stop. Now for change as I outgrew the party phase, something a bit more peaceful and nurturing. I of course still enjoy circuit music but once in a blue moon would do fine when i need to loosen up my rheumatism. In this jo

Make your shadow conscious We are both the shadow and the light

Am writing this from Dublin’ Castle ‘ garden, I never knew this lovely garden exist .Small but just enough, pretty and peaceful. The sun is rising but not too warm just nice on the skin and some morning breeze to wash the heat off. It’s almost a month since I took this path, prioritizing my well-being and personal growth. I left my job, my friends and my family so I can fully embrace this journey. I left the world behind. I got new mobile number just so I can have internet da

A good friend of mine is the guru for some of the most hilarious catchphrases , the go to ,the one very much updated with gen Z’ lingos. You do you!!( YDY) The term is unisex or could as well be binary too. Let's do it in the positive context instead of the shade. Let’s take a moment and ask ourselves are we fulfilling life , being honestly us, are we embodying the spirit of you do you? What stopping us from being us and living our true life? People will always talk

This nobody cannot thank you enough, I say it every time I remember. But the least, I should put it in writing here as well. Thank you so much for saving me from myself. Thank you for taking me off the painful cycle. Thank you for giving me love and kindness when am destroying myself . Thank you for picking me up from dirts. Thank you for rebuilding me when I was long past dead. Thank you for keeping me kind and grounded despite the adversities. I have endless to thank you

I grew up with Japanese anime, Tomatoman was one of them. Do you remember Tomatoman? Doraemon, Ultraman, Dragon balls, Sailormoon , Shin Chan and Naruto were also my childhood fav. Today, with no relation to anime whatsoever, i made tomato rice and mango salad because there still plenty of beef rendang leftovers. Rendang, a traditional slow cooked curry takes forever to cook and requires a lots of ingredients, so i made 2kg of beef rendang instead which will last me for

I woke up about 0530, this seems to be the new body clock and am loving it , I no longer needed alarm to get up consistently about the same time every morning. I usually leave my phone in the living room before I go to bed as part of sleep hygiene. Waking up this early is fun for studies, reflections and great time to explore creativity too. It's great not waking up early because of work or any commitment. Sometimes it just nice to wake up early even without any specific

Flores!! The summer beauties are pouring in. This pics collection completed from my many walks around Dublin. I walked almost everyday for 4 months around Dublin mainly to the parks. Endless beauties around us captured before they gone. I wished I know all their names but I don’t. Its the best summer ever! Down this alley beside Dublin Castle Beautiful lady in fuchsia Past her primetime but still pretty The intricate geometry- Perfection For you❤️ The lavender queen re

Today is special day. Today is no cooking day. Yesterday was fierce intense battle in the kitchen all day. I won! Final score me 1 kitchen 0 The Malay' cuisine heavyweights The Smitty 2017-2023: Good old days , yes that one behind the middle tree Still somehow landed in Panem and of course I did myself proud by going to gym on 3 Saturday morning in row.

The Spier Looking Majestic today As I embracing on my personal journey, I have been talking to AI a lots. Very handy, unlike the traditional methods vast knowledge now is accessible at your fingertips anywhere with of course internet connection. AI have been my companion as well as am taking a break from the world. Saying that, always be mindful and take what resonate otherwise consider alternative resources or second opinion. People say, spirituality is for those who

Sexy Luas in red Everyday is learning day . Every moments, interactions and every meeting . We are meant to learn from each others from everything around us. Even from those we consider inferior or lesser than us. After all our job is to guide each other home anyway. Whether we see it or not is another question. As our time is clocked and running out, if nothing is learnt then we only have ourselves to blame. Be reminded that the universe will again and again throw us in th