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Chubby Maruko Chan I'm more than 3 months sober now and of course I have to remind myself how beautiful it is. Its amazing to be free like a bird like chubby maruko chan. No craving at all. No drug in the house no pipe no bong. No contact with my dealer. Am doing good feeling good am behaving and grateful for everything. Those dark days are gone. Sobriety is beautiful than I could imagine and worth fighting for. It's reclaiming of my life and unbecoming to the ultimate versi

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We all dreaming and desperately calling for world peace especially in the war thorn countries in Palestine, Sudan,Ukraine and Syria. I have no business or interest in politic but humanity is our shared responsibility. How inspiring and humbling it is to see the mighty little Greta defending humanity for us against the Goliath. We wrongly killing us killing our own kind. Separation and division lead to endless conflicts when we all fundamentally are one, meaning regar

Today I came to Aboaba for lunch. A little late but on purpose because I took a nap and to escape the busy lunch hours. This is very nice cash only fast service authentic Vietnamese restaurant with enough indoor seating and covered outdoor area as well. I have not been here like forever . 2 years to be exact since I moved to my current flat. When I was living in Smithfield for 6 years , I came here a lots as I will pass through Capel Street on my way home from work and

Have you heard about amor fati? Yes,and not me amor! Love of one's fate. Friedrich Nietzsche and Marcus Aurellius loved it. Nietzsche famously said, " want nothing to be different, not backward, not forward in all eternity" Am learning and mesmerized by this beautiful concept where one not just accepting what life brings out but loving them and actively seeking the beauty and meaning behind them. Not wanting anything whether good or bad to happen any other way. For the majo

Everyday is opportunity for learning and unlearning. As my own journey unfolding, I love to share some tips to lighten up yours. If you finding your way home, feeling lost or stumble here are my top 3, dos and dont to power you through. Solitude This is active conscious positive empowerment contrary to the negative loneliness. In the silence and stillness we face ourself our shadow and return to the long forgotten self and god. Treasure your own company and emb

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Yin will be resurrected in no time Today I was reminded not to forget my shadow which I have accidentally done as I walking farther into my journey. How can I explain it better? Maybe something like this and I do hope you get the idea. Since I fully embracing spirituality, I thankfully with all the guidance have made some significant positive self improvements, being closer to god, coming off from my meth addiction and holding myself from non meaningful hook ups are some o

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Both Rumi and LaoTzu handed us the blueprints of life. They gave us the secrets since the ancient past. Against staggering odds, their wisdoms survived the test of time serving as our guides . Let’s embrace them by heart. Listen to the many Tao Te Ching audiovids available online. "I'm alone possess nothing" "I'm alone drift about" "I'm alone dark" "I'm alone dull "

Beautiful house in the beautiful park. Lunch- Tom Yum instant noodle with smoked mackerels and lime slice for the camera Work isn't progressing here

Only to discover this amazing song now. Heard it playing on the radio for the first time in Panem and instantly hooked. Cant believe the song was released ages ago. Hellooo Rihanna, where have I been? The timing can’t be any better. I wonder if the song inspired by Tao Te Ching. Not before sometime I understood the lyric, " I was all ready all along" Just be honestly you because yes we are ready! 3 microscopic doves and a white pigeon Sowilo rising

Happy birthday to myself. On the cert I was born on the 25th July 1985 making me 40 years young on 25th July 2025. I don't usually celebrate birthday because personally it just another day. Cakes and candles don't excite me that much but yes to nice human cakes! Birthday celebration was never a thing in my family anyway and am very okay with that. Birthday to me serve as gentle reminder that our time is running out and we are closer to leave this world and everything

I woke up from a lovely afternoon nap, its only 1500 but the cloudy sky make it feels like its much later. Maybe unknown to many, the transitional phase from wakefulness into sleep is said to be a very productive time to harness clarity, creativity and ideas. I remember reading a short article on Albert Einstein who is said to treasure the hypnogogic state considerably by taking a nap sitting on a chair while holding a key between his fingers. When the key drops on th

Its wet Monday , a welcoming bowl of warm oxtail's noodle soup is surely a feast.

It's time for the solitude challenge. Solitude definitely a life hack overlooked by many but highly valued by thinkers and philosophers. Socrates once stated the unexamined life as not worth living. I didn't know about solitude until I took a break from the world recently . I have always been a very private person to begin with. Would you face yourself and embrace solitude? Would you sit in the silence in your own company and start looking inside your heart? Or will you

The epitome of perfection As I dive deeper into spirituality and returned to god I feel obliged to help others too in finding their ways home. It's back to the basic that we are all connected and we are one. That we cared about each others. I really hope that all of us remember who we were instead of the false identity we made to believe and living for. This blog was created primarily as journalling but I will be beyond honoured even if only one person benefited

A must see vids highlighting the harsh reality of our society. So comfortable that one blinded by the hidden cage. The best prison in the world is indeed the invisible one. I was jailbird, just for 40 years. And yes we are matter/enough even when we are not doing anything. Good rest is our basic right hardly a luxury or have to be earned.

Nukilan ini khas untuk yang berbahasa Melayu. Menulis dalam bahasa Melayu ni nyut dia lain rasa dekat sangat di hati. Penulisan tu rasa lebih ikhlas. Ada yang baca atau tidak itu lain cerita kita tolak tepi dulu. Saya sendiri pun Melayu Banjar, Melayu luar dalam walaupun ada iras nihaoma. Masa tengah bertarung di dapur masak mee goreng terdetik idea nak buat satu penulisan menggunakan bahasa Melayu sebanyak yang mungkin. Kenapa tidak kan? ( Gittew Che Nom) Ayat mungkin mera