Happy Thousands Years Young!

Today is my birthday.

On the cert i was born on the 25th July 1985 making me 40 years young on 25th July 2025.

I never really a birthday person like many others because personally it just another day.

Cakes and candles don't excite me that much but nice human cakes, yes!

Birthday celebration wasn't a thing in my family anyway but am very okay with that.

Birthday to me as gentle reminder that the time is running short and we are closer to leave this world and to leave everything behind.

Not that we have to be scared of death.

I remembered myself and god last January, so i can say am actually about 7 months young.

A big baby in adult body.

Deep down ,I know this is not my first time here on earth.

The same goes to you too.

We have lived and been here many many times.

Rumi reminded us the same in the 13th century.

I could easily be hundred and hundred of years or even thousands of years young.

I have some ideas who i was in the past lives but let me keep that to myself.

Sad isnt it ?

I cannot fully remember all the details despite me having excellent memory.

You don’t recall anything either.

What have i done in the past to deserve this being dumped into this maya again and again with no recollection of who i was.

Reset and moulded into somebody I was not .

I was trapped in the soul machine the samsara,a cycle of birth , live and death.

All for not waking up before i ceased.

A very unfortunate repeat mistakes that I don’t remember until now.

Sleeping can be very pricey indeed .

Its beyond mean to delete my memories and duped me into believing i was born for the first time on July 25th 1985.

The same cycle repeated with all the heavy conditionings and programming since birth.

Adopted the false identity the many societal beliefs , values and norms.

Separated from the one into a name, gender, race, nationality, religion, and the list goes on.

All which neither of mine to begin with.

Scammed into education into work.

How many with degree but remains jobless?

How many beaten or displaced by AI?

Left with useless piece of paper and expensive student loans.

How many hating their jobs but stuck because of financial needs.

I was made and programmed silently for a very long time.

Distanced from the god the source the minute I was born.

Deceived by the world again just like in my past lives.

But this time i remember my true self and god.

Am one with god and the universe.

The old self was never existed never me.

I broke the cycle finally after thousands of years.

Today am very proud to say remember am thousands years young.

I looked in the mirror and couldn't be more happier.

No wonder i couldn't care less about birthday, I have been here for so long.

No wonder my body clock reset to biphasic night sleep because that what I was doing in my many past.

Endless thanks to those in my past lives for guiding me and making this possible.

May we all see each other again one day.

And we surely will.

And how old are you?