Happy Thousands Years Young!

Happy birthday to myself.

On the cert I was born on the 25th July 1985 making me 40 years young on 25th July 2025.

I don't usually celebrate birthday because personally it just another day.

Cakes and candles don't excite me that much but yes to nice human cakes!

Birthday celebration was never a thing in my family anyway and am very okay with that.

Birthday to me serve as gentle reminder that our time is running out and we are closer to leave this world and everything behind.

Not that we have to be afraid of death.

I remembered myself and god last January, so I can say am actually about 7 months young.

Same old hardware but with new enhanced software.

Deep down ,I know this is not my first time here on earth.

The same goes to you too.

We have lived and been here many many times.

Rumi reminded us the same in the 13th century.

I could easily be hundred and hundred of years or even thousands of years young.

I have some ideas of who I was in the past lives but let me keep that to myself.

Sad isnt it ?

I have no memories of my past despite my excellent memory.

You don’t recall anything either.

What have I done to deserve this being dumped into this maya again and again with no recollection of who I was.

Reset and reshaped into somebody new .

I was trapped in the soul machine the samsara, a cycle of birth , live and death.

I didnt wake up before my time up.

A tragic mistakes that I now remember.

Sleeping can be very pricey indeed but then am surely needed all those journey to come to myself today.

Its unforgivable to delete my memories and duped me into believing I was born for the first time.

The same cycle repeated with all the heavy conditionings and programming since birth.

Living the false identity and adopted the many societal beliefs , values and norms.

Over time I forgot who I truly was.

Scammed into education into work.

Many learning the nonsense for years in return for a piece of paper and massive student debts.

Having a professional degree but hardly can get a job.

Working our ass off but still barely make a living.

I was made and programmed silently for a very long time.

Distanced from god the minute I was born.

Deceived by the world again just like in my past lives.

But this time I remember my true self and god.

Am one with god and the universe.

The old self I was not.

Finally the cycle ends after thousands of years.

Today am very proud to say am thousands years young.

I looked in the mirror and couldn't be much happier.

No wonder I couldn't care less about birthday, I have been here for far too long.

No wonder my body clock reset to biphasic night sleep because that what I was doing in my many past.

Thanks to those guiding me home.

May we all see each other again one day.

And we surely will.

And how old are you?