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I spent some good quality time at Phoenix Park this afternoon. I been here millions times since the covid pandemic but this one is very special. I got some mixed nuts and raisins from Lidl for the hungry birds. This stunning city oasis , measuring about 707 hectares was established in 1662 by Duke Ormond. The park wasn't busy but you can see homo sapiens here and there, just nice. Thank god there was no homo sexual doing their fun ritual. It is one of the biggest enclose

The moon at 1756 The trio sleeping together with the one in the middle joined the duo last Sleep is very important and if you aren't sleeping well then address that right away. The duration of night sleep we require varies based on age and the individual needs. In general we sleep less as we get older. Adults aged 18-64 ideally sleep 7-9 hours /night while a baby can sleep easily more than 11 hours. For chronic meth users sleep is big problem where one might not sleep for d

Today i was out most of the day, i went to both Stephen Green park and St Patrick's Park twice each. They are pretty closed to each other and I stayed at the one less busy. The weather was excellent, pretty much sunny all day and the afternoon was even better proper hot hot summer. A complete change compared to mostly wet rainy pride day yesterday. Anywhere in Ireland is great when its sunny, people are happy, people go out and do thing. Some seagulls couldn't cope wi

This am so many hot guys and gym crushes working out. To god and universe , we say and declare LETOPS! Lepaskan ! Nyaman! Suburkan aku!

You sleeping again on the very same bed for years and years You must have loved the bed so much or the many beautiful dreams you had...

Or affectionately known as Rumi. A 13th century Persian poet, Islamic scholar and sufi mystic. Born on 30/09/1207 in Balkh , Afghanistan. He moved with his family at young age to Konya in Turkey. Rumi early education was heavily influenced by Islamic teaching. A very well versed in theology, law and poet. His meeting with wandering dervish , Sham Al Tabrizi led to spiritual life change. His most celebrated works include Masnavi and Diwan Al Sham Al Tabrizi. His poetry expl

This entry written in advanced in the anticipation of Dublin’ pride celebration. 4 days countdown to pride . Let's get this one done from my fav Starbuck College Green. Took a bit of time to complete as usually the ideas/ words just flowing easy but i supposed that make this one extra special. AI made a perfect empowering pride speech which embody all the essence of PRIDE in just secs but I think I will just stick to my own which is honestly me. It just feels right fo

The time is now For those in the know, this is our time, Time oh time, What is time really..? In science, if Big Bang was the beginning then time exist roughly 13.8 billions years ago. Its complex, confusing but truly fascinating subject and we still very much divided about it. Some say, time is illusion, simply a man made construct that provide the framework how we live and give value/meaning to life. Some say time prevent everything from happening all at once. What if eve

The peace knowing all is okay now. Lai lai lai

How are we? People cope with addiction in so many different ways. There is no right or wrong ways just like our journey in life. Even the wrong way we thought taken is in fact the alignment leading us closer to the destination. For me obviously the first and foremost is god and spirituality as the way out. Apart from spirituality, embracing nature , sleeping well and studying i like to share few other things that I found helpful and thoroughly enjoyed. Nourish the body Fr

Still pretty full So for dinner Roti Canai( Malaysian paratha) Vegetables dhal curry Chicken thigh braised in soy sauce Main course-Rumi' audio poetry And a week or so later, equally yummm with Tempeh and anchovies sambal. She woudnt let me go. Another week passed another roti canai feat beef korma. Shes back back again with condensed milk

How are we today? The amazing legendary YouTube comedy icon, Glozell Green will say " Is you okay?" Most will likely answer "Grand". But more than often the spoken answer doesn't reflect the true feeling, deep down heart broken, crying,screaming or raging. We probably compelled to say grand because thats what the one asking expected to hear. Its like its not normal for people saying ' am not feeling well' ' am going through some stuff'' am down" or am not ok'. Some asking'

The Phantom Land This one entitled , Toby the squirrel. In Malay langguage it is what written above. Once upon a time, in a vibrant enchanted forest where leaves danced to the whispers of the breeze, there lived a litttle squirrel named Toby with fur the color of warm chestnuts and eyes sparkling with curiosity . Toby loved to explore the mesmerising world around him. At times he sneaked into the forbidden forrest where he was warned not to go out of curiosity. He was

Nice granite and limestones hole Or to the outsiders it simply means am sober. Siber just another fun word that my friends and i use interchangeably for sober, besides the rhymes,maybe a little gentle to the ears considering the meaning behind. I dreams and had hope for years what seems to be my impossible dream but never thought becoming sober is do able especially when you messed up with heavily addictive drug such as crystal meth aka tina. I attempted many times to c

So the elusive Vietnamese' Coriander leaves finally captured. The laksa Utara My Styleeeee mission done. Not the typical laksa noodle but done the job. The Mackerel Laksa' broth The cucur in the bunch make this one extra special Truly galore!

Fight your battles like nobody else would. Who are you?

Celebrate the differences and diversity Garden of Eden-Lets the serpent bite us , be enlightened. Am allies I used to think its beyond bonkers not to believe in god. As i mentioned before , as a man of god i attributed and dedicated everything to the one , the true god. I always a believer in god, was a Muslim for 40 years, Allah was the almighty. i made a promise or rather sworn to myself that no matter what happened I will forever be muslim. Born and die as one. What

A bean for every bite. Versatile and delicious! Some pandan leaves and palm sugar will elevate this fav childhood porridge another...

I ❤️ sardines Today I saw sardines as am walking to the gym. It’s slightly wet Friday morning with some drizzles. My OOTD include, fav green short short and sunglasses both from H&M , white cropped T shirt with slight coffee stain and 60 euros red hot Zara ‘ jacket to complete the look. With sunglasses on, in my mind I was fab. The sardines were jammed inside the morning LUAS. Some leaning on the glass doors looking outside. Looking at me. All in mostly black or dark

A month has passed since my solitude, self rehab and venture into personal growth started, Here are some small wins but meaningful achievements to date to keep the momentum going. The efforts made are starting to pay off beautifully. Am home. -Am closer than ever to god and thats everything , the reason the motivation and I forever grateful. -Never was I abandoned , despite my shadows my many wrongdoings and i have been guided, protected and loved all along. - Freedom, b