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Yesterday was another beautiful day.

Beautiful because the insights that come with it

I lost to my withdrawal I smoked again.

I wasn’t angry or frustrated with myself but nevertheless it’s very hard not to feel embarrassed to the god to the universe.

I do believe in the true god, the god above all and what am doing isn’t cute ( self kindness as previously mentioned I do embraced my shadows but be at the same time very mindful not to be consumed by them).

It's a learning that failure is not something to be ashamed of but applauded for trying.

I started watching TikTok again last Sunday after taking a good break from it while I was high and was overwhelmed by some of the contents .

That was a mistake.

Social media and spirituality are bad combo.

There are too many liars and misinformations which made me abandoned TikTok last time and this time it’s no different.

Majority of the people and contents that I thought guiding me misguided me badly instead leaving me very confused and angry.

Don’t easily trust people online, when in doubt or if at lost always ask god for the answers.

Now one crazy creator recommended 4 days coconut ritual to summon wealth and abundance . A cumbersome ritual where you break one coconut in every corner of your room naked leaving the broken shells on the floor until the last day and to recite some affirmations during the ritual. Another perplexing thought was about making conscious decision not to harm other beings , example include to consider plant food or becoming vegan. I eat everything and regularly eat meat too.Saying that, any animal cruelty is absolute no.

Mass production in ethical and sustainable manners for human consumption is on another hand yes.

Hello , do I have to do all these?

Where do I even get coconuts here?

The whole thing seems silly billy.

Why would I believe in coconut and strangers on the internet in the first place?

They just internet trolls!

I was so gullible letting them playing with my mind.

Thats the price for addiction i guess easily being manipulated.

As the day goes by, I got the instinct to go through older pics on my mobile and then deleted some junks to free up storage .

I did that for sometime and had to stop now and then because they were tons of pictures from 2020.

As I was doing that, I came across 2 wisdoms that I saved because I loved the meanings.

Like my own version of apple moment,

222: If something is for you, all you have to do to receive it is to be you.

We are all worthy for who we are.

We just have to be truly us.

Perfection is for the bin.

Be kind to others and equally important to ourselves.

And AI eleborate on this further