It's 9 months into my journey and am in the void. It's not that bad with good dose of self kindness and gratitude. If I can survived addiction then this is nothing. I have not written in a while and thats great because I have nothing to say or share. Silence is better than shouting unnecessarily. I basically just minding myself and working on self improvement one step at a time. Not much but they are enough. Rise and shine I get up by 0400-0500 everyday. Morning is the best