It's 9 months into my journey and am in the void. It's not that bad with good dose of self kindness and gratitude. If I can survived addiction then this is nothing. Soon I will blossom again. I have not written in a while and thats great because I have nothing really to say or share. Silence is better than shouting unnecessarily. I still have the Midas' touch. I basically just minding myself and working on self improvement one step at a time. Not much but they are enough. Ri